5 years ago I made a big choice, I hired a mentor for the first time.
I was already teaching yoga and offering private sessions, plus I was running my first women’s circles, but somehow I felt stuck.
I wasn‘t serving my clients in the way that felt aligned and successful for either of us.
I was exhausted running from one yoga studio to the next and I felt frustrated with one time sessions, because all we did was touch the tip of the iceberg.
At the same time it felt hard to put myself out there to fill up my women’s groups.
I knew I had everything it takes to change the lives of thousands of women but I couldn‘t bring the parts of my gifts together in a way that let me reach their hearts and wombs.
Making the choice to work with a mentor over a long term period felt super scary, completely nuts to be honest.
It was a big stretch for me personally but also financially.
Even though I knew I needed that support more than anything else, my mind found lots of excuses to not do it …
I can do it all myself.
I don’t have the money.
What if this doesn‘t work out and I bankrupt myself?
What if I have to push myself and eventually burn out again?
I had just arrived in Bali. I had hardly collected the pieces of my broken heart and life. I had lived mainly on my savings for the past few months.
In fear I called my parents and asked them for the first time in my life if they would have my back in case I fucked it up. But they said, no.
That was the moment I clearly knew I could only change the pattern I had been running all my life if I finally offered myself the possibility of a new experience and said YES to myself.
I had to collect my own self-worth, courage and trust to jump without a safety net.
And guess what, I was rewarded with more than I could have ever imagined.
The same principle applies for every aspect of our lives: love, sex or business.
If you don’t love yourself or your body, if you do not experience the pleasure or orgasms you would like, if your relationship feels difficult because of a lack of intimacy or you are frustrated in your work or you just know underneath it all there is way more for you, then you need support to change.
Playing with old tools isn‘t going to get you to where you want to be, or perhaps just as importantly, to how you want to feel from inside.
I know from all the work I have done with women in the last 5 years that you need someone who takes your hand and guides you.
A good mentor shows you a different approach, sees your shadows, helps you to move through resistance, gives you permission again and again and sees and believes in you even if you don’t.
So the question is … are you ready to jump?
If this completely terrifies you, I want to work with you. I’m taking applications now for transformational 1-1 work. If your are ready to stop hiding and say YES to reclaiming your feminine essence, sexuality and divine purpose apply here.